Sunday Mornin'

I am going to church this Sunday mornin'.
I am going to church for one particular reason.
It is because i am being made.
I am going to worship anyway.
On my knees i began praying, asking God to just help me keep on surviving and to help me keep on thriving.
A voice inside my head said keep your soul sacred, store your knowledge safely, and keep your eyes open.
The voice said: Your heart is as good as gold and you are in my arms hold.
Continue to come to church on Sunday mornin' after your not being told. 

Walking Out

Your walking out without a thought, without a doubt that you can come right back.
Let me be the first to convince you that your love isn't worth it.
All the fights and the struggles ended in tears.
Were you mislead in our talks?

Well there is no misleading in this statement, '' Without you my life will be lived through with less complications.''
If it were up to me you would be the one standing in the same place that i am.
Every last ounce of love that i could show would be taken out when i shut the door.
You would be the one left standing alone, you would be the one torn, and you would be the one left dealing with the issues.

Taking Time

Taking to love you takes up most of my time.
Talking to you about our relationship takes up our conversations.
My love for you is beyond the deepest part of your imagination.
Simple touches seem so intimate.
Our love has become the end of my innocence.
Kissing you has become an irresistible fetish.
Glance into my blue eyes, you will see a deep loving intelligence.
Life is too short for mistakes in relationships.
Lets take time to make ours work.
Dont let the world consume our hearts.
Focus on one anothers wants.
Take time to deal with each others differences.
Taking time to love you takes up most of my time.


ashtyn long

Breathe

Breathe, someone tell me where all the air has gone.
Breathe, you will soon see.
Take a breath of nothing and live forever.
Forever if I dont breathe we will be together.
Fall into the darkness and see the entirety of nothing.
Breathe and see everything worth not seeing.
Dont breathe  and witness the colors of death.
Feel the happiness of not feeling anything anymore.
Take a chance of not knowing where you will go.
Just know it couldnt be any worse than being here alone.
Alone is where you left me.
Breathe for me!!!!
Dont breathe and I will be satisfied in forever together with you.

                                                                                                                  (r.i.p.) my love

I Would Die

There is not alot of past for us, but I feel there is going to be a  considerable amount of future.
This bond between us has become undeniable, I hope irreplaceable.
A short amount of time with you is worth while , although a long time is unforgettable..
I am at your mercy with what your heart has planned for me, for us.
Love is a powerful thing and it has my mind and heart intertwined in its heartless games.
Love decides to play. Love has yet to lose because every person that loves has lost.
I would die for love.
I would die for you.
I would die..

Captivated by you

How many nights have I known you and how many days have I not awaken to look forward to seeing your face?
How innocent i was before you consumed my thoughts, you are my one and only desire. I feel like a part of me that was once devoid is now full.
I would do anything to just spend a day with you taking a walk to no where.
Where would we end up? I dont care as long as we were together.
My love for you is incomprehensible, i thank God for you.
I miss you already and it has not yet been half a day since we were last together.
I am indefatigably captivated by you.

ashtyn long

You Know Yourself

Will you ever realize that not everyone finds you as attractive as what you think in your mind? You love yourself more than your family, the whole world, and the entire universe combined.
When will you discover, take off that opaque cover and love sombody?
You know every mole, every hair, countless hours you have sat and stared in front of the mirror.
When you age all your beauty will disappear; then, will come the real fear.
There will be no one, not a soul, to be in sight to hold. Your beauty has turned agaist you three fold.
You know yourself but I suggest you know somebody and love.